usually a lot of it, in everything i wish to have
i often walk first on the rough roads just to go along my desired destination
it's like nothing is chicken for me in this world
i was born to experience the great bitterness of life
i didn't even had a chance to be with the sweetest family most people would admire
or do fancy leisure activities with them just to kill the time and enjoy
i used to feel guilty for pampering myself that other people would have needed instead greater than i do
but the only thing He had given me without much effort of availing to is having an understanding mind and a patient heart
so that i get to absorbed every little pain i went through as useful as life
knowing that without them popping out along the way, i wouldn't have appreciated and lived life more meaningfully.
So, it's like sacrificing is usual for me, like cliche for a woman whom God knew and believed to be strong enough to hurdle her struggles in life though at some points almost loosing balance and grip.
And i get to think of enjoying it while reaping the little success from getting through every sacrificial acts in life.
I just thank God.. Mama Mary, all My Angels and Saints in heaven for giving me all the strength, power, patience, endurance, self- trust, good will and smart understanding of all His plans for me though some are still blurry but with prayers... nothing is impossible... it would be laid as clear as the waters of a lake.
To God be the Glory!
all is well!
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