Just as when answered prayer came!

I never ever thought this week will be one of my most fulfilling and happiest weeks so far in 2011. 
As the famous saying goes... ''best thing comes when it is least expected'' and so there goes when i received the best news, heaven to my ears in the midst of a feverish, dizzy, badly flat, looming on bed. And wallah! it was such a great relief. 


After 3 try in pursuing my goal to get employed in a certain institution, finally now, i got it and soon i'll be working in there together with my good fellas. Though there's this great feeling of uncertainties and apprehensions about how will i be in the orientation , lectures, discussions, and exposure in the clinical settings still I'm trying to let myself believe in my abilities, in my uniqueness from somebody else in dealing with such circumstances. That in every way, we are all different.. and that one's knowledge, skills and attitudes are not measured with other's yardstick... It's all about doing it in one's way, with great passion, willingness and enthusiasm that one could tell whether he is doing great and exemplary works among others.


So, it's like for now, I should be getting so receptive and open for stuffs to get into my senses, learning things i haven't experienced previously and embracing the modern, ideal and realistic ways of my profession. At the same time building great, funny, wonderful, and warm friendship with my colleagues. It is in good and harmonious relationship where each one could be in his best mood in dealing with our clients, workmates and our own selves. 


Now that i'm starting to live up my profession in a more nursing way, i have to develop and improve my sense of caring, comforting, responsibility, credibility and discipline as a nurse. I should be combating against my problems with time and execution, demolish procrastination and half-baked performances. I should be giving the best that i could without expecting of something as a reward.


For me, this is not the peak of my ambition though this has opened another door for me to seek for greater happiness and fulfillment. I'm just starting and i certainly see from here .. i'm gonna make a long way out of it. With God's guidance and blessings!