"with you it's different" ♥

Constantly in life we search for the one person who would be there for us both in good and bad times. Searching indeed is not that easy. Most of the time the negative experiences we go through leave us frustrated and sometimes make us decide to just wait..for someone worth the long wait... or nothing at all. As we go through the waiting time... the more we wonder what could be God's plan for us why at this very moment we still crave for the feeling of being loved and cared for. Sometimes seeing other couples holding hands hugging and showing all the lovely gestures of love make us a bit envious of them blaming fate and questioning Him unnecessarily. Thinking otherwise.. perhaps God is just saving that one person for us until we are ready to deal  with the responsibilities and challenges it might bring. 
A late bloomer as i am... I've never been so much concerned about asking God that one person not until i reached the age of 23 years old. This years i became so panicky about the hope of having a boyfriend for the first time. But God has plans for me. He doesn't tell obviously but i can feel it from talking to Him through my prayers. Instead I became focused on my career and family responsibilities of which something i have been fun of doing since I started earning a good amount for my work. A couple of years thereafter I went back again to the pressured state. At the age of 25.. I was tempted again to question God for His plans for me. I came to the point of being sad blinded by my desire to meet someone who  i think would turn my world into a rollercoaster ride. Indeed God had challenged and tested me when He sent someone who would make me realize that looking for the one you wanted in life would never be that instant and easy. In that first instance I experienced my first heartache. Something that could have definitely brought one of the biggest lesson i could have in my love course. God is so good for He didn't let me feel so bad and down at all. Realizations popped out that u can never hurry the love to get into your senses. It comes naturally and suddenly even at our most off guarded and  unexpected time. 
With you everything is different. I cant even conclude that you might be the one that God has set for me but what i have with you this time is really very different. So unexpected and shocking as it is i want to believe that there is a fairy tale ending in every love story because our kind of story is a sweet taste like heaven. I didn't see you coming..  its like you are a sweet surprise for me that i don't want to go. When i think of you i can see the future. Though we are distant from each other never did u let me feel alone since the time you decided to stick with me. Our way of relationship is the best one that I have held up to. Its friendship that is set on fire. Always remember I'm looking forward to the day that we will get to see each other. Wait and we will get there.