Actually never tried even for first time...so how could i tell whether I'd be bad at it...or..just good enough.. no one knows ..not until i get into it...experience wise!
Its been 22 years ago...actually turning 23 if i would end up still available by October of this year that i would be celebrating my ''being alone thing'' not referring literally.. but sort of when it comes to being with those sweet people calling their honey, cupcake, sugar, love, sweety pie...blah blah...etc. of their lives..oh its a buzz of distress for my ears...i hope it doesn't mean of my insecurity...no no i don't think so. I'm never in a hurry you know...just trying to catch up just on time...and it doesn't point out to any particular time or year..i guess!
So, being unattached for me is not at all a very lonesome thing..although it is a bit but not to the point of its eating you alive..while being so helpless. I never cried because i haven't yet seen my Mr. Pal.. or pull anyone's guy bec i never still have one...or worst of all, thought of committing suicide because of the depression and insecurities being alone. These are just horrid as it could be..though some gals really resort on desperate things like these. I'm sure i will never be one of them...
who has ever heard of this cute quote? By persistently remaining single a man converts himself into a permanent public temptation.”see? sometimes its not that bad, lonely, and frustrating at all not to be in a relationship yet, though its better to have one. Its only on how you manage to show your attitude to the public and show them contentment instead of despair and sobbing...try coping up if its affecting you badly.
I have this belief that if ever i get to be with someone,,, i hope and wish that he would be the first and could be the last man of my life...im a one man gal...This sounds so idealistic and obscure with the trends nowadays perhaps but things differ from one another,after all this does not apply at all times..only if i first find ''the one'' that I'll be settling for good with him,,, on the other hand if i get to go with the ''not the one'' guy,, then no time for me to think twice or thrice and stay put on him,,, his not good enough for me and gonna get off him would be best move ever!
It only goes this way : ''If he can handle my worst then he deserves my best'' or the other way around
Its so nice to explore the world of honeys and sweety pies but..i don't think i could be running just as fast as these people do much to my delight but i still have fixing plans to do...so much in line like a year or two wouldn't be enough...an ultimate repair and make over like body overhauling, pedicure, manicure, facial and the heavy matters in life.
I'd better be going until the time, the ''right time'' perhaps when he actually bumps in front of me and our sights cross over.
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