Hi there!

Discovering this blogspot myself is just an ooze of excitement and relief. At last after the long years of being away from my best friend and of keeping everything just inside of me, now i could share it to everyone. So healthy in a sense that it outlets and surfaces my emotions and never letting them be junked, spoiled and explode inside.

My blogs theme is about living life. Its been clear that we have to realize that life is not always fair and easy. In any angles and corners come boulders of rocks, stones and splashing huge waves, trying to attest our strength and will power. Thus we must be ready of it. Surrendering and escaping are not the keys to get off those limping stuffs instead, face and handle them with courage and confidence so as to surpass them.

Having experienced such little disgusts of life, i feel a bit vocal and expressive enough to tell everyone how it feels to break one's heart and how to cope up and learn to keep the pieces back and move on with life... everything posted through my blogs. With matters of the family, friends, love life, career, relationships and the negativity of life that's trying to devour us at our most vulnerable moments.

I hope everyone's reading it will get one or two lessons and find a bit enjoyment and inspiration.

With Love,
Marilyn

Picking up the pieces Fighting for it and Moving on!

life, love, money, career, friends, inspirations, happiness

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brokenness, disappointments, fears, doubts, resentments, pasts, enemies, sadness

''Creative Mind and Expressive Heart''

''Creative Mind and Expressive Heart''
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He just have the Best Innate Humor and Sweet eyes every woman is about to get crazy of!

Thursday, April 26, 2012

''when the time of hard struggle has come....''





Life is not always fair... and i have to be  strong and positive in order to continue living.
It takes a lot of courage and a bunch of tears for me to tell the things I've been into. Crying so hard was quite long before the past that doing it now is a bit awkward and new. But i just loved the feeling of relief and it's making me quite okay.


Acceptance of the kind of life you found you have is a great way in order to abolish despair and resentments. Though it takes a million of understanding and broad mind to think of it that way, but its a gift only a few could possess. 


I was often thankful feeling such alike... knowing that i have a different, challenging and sacrificing life, was way back as hard as stone to realize. Too many questions, doubts and complains are often stoned to God from prayers and heart to heart conversation with Him, but later, my outlook has changed... totally shifted into something so wide and broad that even though it hurts to feel but i always tried to think that things are just going to be okay and will never be permanent. I believe sacrificing today will not always be forever....there's a great tomorrow leaping ahead for those with deep faith.


Before getting into this nice realizations in life, i'm often interspersed with resentments and disappointments along the way that somehow attest how far i'll still be clinging on to the belief and faith of better tomorrow.


Yet,  having such a huge patience, hope and faith , everything will fall into it's perfect place in the near future and this has become  my shield from not giving up so easily. It pays a big fight for me to get to the place I've always wanted to be. Challenges are part of the journey to get to the top and feel the real happiness.



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