''eloquently compassionate ramdomness'': when boredom strikes me...

Hi there!

Discovering this blogspot myself is just an ooze of excitement and relief. At last after the long years of being away from my best friend and of keeping everything just inside of me, now i could share it to everyone. So healthy in a sense that it outlets and surfaces my emotions and never letting them be junked, spoiled and explode inside.

My blogs theme is about living life. Its been clear that we have to realize that life is not always fair and easy. In any angles and corners come boulders of rocks, stones and splashing huge waves, trying to attest our strength and will power. Thus we must be ready of it. Surrendering and escaping are not the keys to get off those limping stuffs instead, face and handle them with courage and confidence so as to surpass them.

Having experienced such little disgusts of life, i feel a bit vocal and expressive enough to tell everyone how it feels to break one's heart and how to cope up and learn to keep the pieces back and move on with life... everything posted through my blogs. With matters of the family, friends, love life, career, relationships and the negativity of life that's trying to devour us at our most vulnerable moments.

I hope everyone's reading it will get one or two lessons and find a bit enjoyment and inspiration.

With Love,
Marilyn

Sunday, February 12, 2012

when boredom strikes me...

i dunno what to do...

i dunno what to say...

i just see myself beautiful..

so i made this for me....

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''Life is a wonderful thing'' yet It would be more wonderful if i'll spend it with you!

At first i felt it's quite weird when in the past i used to be asking God through prayers only for my good health, peace, success and happiness including my family and the whole world.

Now, or should i say just lately when i reached 23 yrs. living seriously about life's complexities and adversities, i suddenly came to realize the importance of asking God for someone i never thought i'd be needing for in my life.

It's funny, i think because if it weren't for me turning at this point of time, i wouldn't have been including this in my prayers. Well, better i just did. And finding for the one is not just a matter of going out into the open to look around and pick whom you think you like, instead it entails a great decision and choice for saying yes to the right person. So, i feel their's a great need to ask His guidance.

A couple of months ago since i started praying to God that He'll give me the person i'm destined or fated to be with. Yes, i do believe in serendipity and soul mates after watching a couple of movies alike.. funny though but in this world we live in, where nature's power is great and strong, though we work hard for things to come, it just don't happen the way we expect it because it's not really intended for us. Things arrive and happened so because of great reasons no matter how you don't want it to.

So, what I'm trying to believe now is about taking 50% nature's will and 50% own will. Well, this is in fact a win- win outcome. Depends on how strong each force would affect our desires in life.

Now, what made me more and more interested about life and hopefully positive about my prayers getting granted is the fact that there's this great feelings, intuition or psyche between this person whom i found to be differently beautiful inside and out.

I haven't known much about him in the very first place after he showed and the 1st conversations we had...but in the first meeting, i felt something different, so unexplainable, so weird and stupid that i really couldn't understand why i find him so attractive. That after the first time we met, each day seemed to be looking for him that my eyes would wanted him to be the first person to see upon waking up in the morning and the last person to see before hitting my bed. So crazy, infatuated feelings i had for him.

I wanted to know him more,,,, i never liked to get this feeling into any further before i could have a glimpse of his real person since after all what matters for me the most is the person's values, personality and beliefs in life. I just need an affirmation for the first impression i had for him.

So far, I'm enjoying all the life's goodness that God is letting me experience in the present.... i would love to take all the memories as my treasure since someday i would be heading into an uncertain future when the great times can no longer be re winded.

<3 <3 <3

family+ friends+special one+ prayers+ positivism = love and happiness

''When Ms.Girl meets Mr. Boy'' - Possibly what could hilariously happen?

have our marriage to be celebrated either in the mountain under a tree or perhaps along the beach.. over the white sands and beside blue waters.. whoah.. love it much!
invest the best for our future, including smart saving and wise planning for our extraordinary marriage and future children
cheer up each other for our progress..
we would share eachother's individual plans ( career, family, personal development, socially, emotionally) and do plans for ourselves
it would take 5 yrs for us to atest our compatibility and enduring love for each other.. i don't mind hurrying for the bells to ring!
I'll be more considerate with his reasons.. i don't mind hovering and be bothered by unevidenced scenarios
i'll cook him the best menu he'll ever love! kare2x, humba, adobo, nilat an, menudo, etc..
he will be my professional lover/ photographer... i'll pose for him...those crazy, funny and overly dramatic ones
he would do a lot of passionate kisses and hugs... and that would be all.
he should'nt always be checking all the times.. at least space would give a sense of excitement
he teaches me to do diving, snorkeling, mountain climbing, zip line rush and do a lot of swimming
he brings me to superb adventures in life ever...
keeps me laughing when i'm overly mad.. well, just makes me feel better
he might as well be so romantic.. i'm dumbed loving it!
he loves the worst things in me or atleast never complain alot from it..
he shares and keeps secrets with me...
i liked him to be my closest friend