Hi there!

Discovering this blogspot myself is just an ooze of excitement and relief. At last after the long years of being away from my best friend and of keeping everything just inside of me, now i could share it to everyone. So healthy in a sense that it outlets and surfaces my emotions and never letting them be junked, spoiled and explode inside.

My blogs theme is about living life. Its been clear that we have to realize that life is not always fair and easy. In any angles and corners come boulders of rocks, stones and splashing huge waves, trying to attest our strength and will power. Thus we must be ready of it. Surrendering and escaping are not the keys to get off those limping stuffs instead, face and handle them with courage and confidence so as to surpass them.

Having experienced such little disgusts of life, i feel a bit vocal and expressive enough to tell everyone how it feels to break one's heart and how to cope up and learn to keep the pieces back and move on with life... everything posted through my blogs. With matters of the family, friends, love life, career, relationships and the negativity of life that's trying to devour us at our most vulnerable moments.

I hope everyone's reading it will get one or two lessons and find a bit enjoyment and inspiration.

With Love,
Marilyn

Picking up the pieces Fighting for it and Moving on!

life, love, money, career, friends, inspirations, happiness

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brokenness, disappointments, fears, doubts, resentments, pasts, enemies, sadness

''Creative Mind and Expressive Heart''

''Creative Mind and Expressive Heart''
reading, writing, surfing the web and blogging while a hot cup of coffee at the side is a great sense!

He just have the Best Innate Humor and Sweet eyes every woman is about to get crazy of!

Friday, January 27, 2012

downfall struct!

I feel like i'm a damned looser no matter how i try to win.
Being dominated with such sense of  inferiority, insecurity and incompleteness make me so much indifference.

Though i keep myself believe that everything is just okay, still i find so much grudge and madness deep within me. Believing that this dark pit draws me far away from prospering and self change. 

I often pray so hard to make all these undesirable emotions vanish but i think it's my ego and negative mentality that hinder me from getting off from these.

Sometimes i wonder if someday, someone would walk with me, together in this downfall moments, sharing guiding and inspiring me because i know, i feel and i believe i'm just longing for someone to arrive in my life.. for the longest time I've waited for... some one i believe would complete me though i know i've been broken long ago and there's least chance of bringing back the important people who were once gone in the past.
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