finally we met♥

After a couple of months being on.. spending our Long Distance Relationship with the longing of finally being together someday... at long last our paths crossed and had great time together with the time of getting to know more each other.. discovering new things about ourselves and savoring the feeling of love and care we ought to give eachother.
There were so many things we wanted to do together and thanking God so much for giving us the perfect time to do them with much fun excitement adventure and happiness.
It was even so flattering that even by the first day we met... he already introduced me to his parents and some of his family relatives. It was quite a shame for me... but i decided to keep all the creeps...coz this is all for him.
But the best thing that both of us had been wanting to happen has finally happened. My grandmother came to know everything about our relationship. He was even so elated by the time my grandmother implied her like for him. I was even indeed feeling so happy with everything that happened by the time of his stay with me.

"with you it's different" ♥

Constantly in life we search for the one person who would be there for us both in good and bad times. Searching indeed is not that easy. Most of the time the negative experiences we go through leave us frustrated and sometimes make us decide to just wait..for someone worth the long wait... or nothing at all. As we go through the waiting time... the more we wonder what could be God's plan for us why at this very moment we still crave for the feeling of being loved and cared for. Sometimes seeing other couples holding hands hugging and showing all the lovely gestures of love make us a bit envious of them blaming fate and questioning Him unnecessarily. Thinking otherwise.. perhaps God is just saving that one person for us until we are ready to deal  with the responsibilities and challenges it might bring. 
A late bloomer as i am... I've never been so much concerned about asking God that one person not until i reached the age of 23 years old. This years i became so panicky about the hope of having a boyfriend for the first time. But God has plans for me. He doesn't tell obviously but i can feel it from talking to Him through my prayers. Instead I became focused on my career and family responsibilities of which something i have been fun of doing since I started earning a good amount for my work. A couple of years thereafter I went back again to the pressured state. At the age of 25.. I was tempted again to question God for His plans for me. I came to the point of being sad blinded by my desire to meet someone who  i think would turn my world into a rollercoaster ride. Indeed God had challenged and tested me when He sent someone who would make me realize that looking for the one you wanted in life would never be that instant and easy. In that first instance I experienced my first heartache. Something that could have definitely brought one of the biggest lesson i could have in my love course. God is so good for He didn't let me feel so bad and down at all. Realizations popped out that u can never hurry the love to get into your senses. It comes naturally and suddenly even at our most off guarded and  unexpected time. 
With you everything is different. I cant even conclude that you might be the one that God has set for me but what i have with you this time is really very different. So unexpected and shocking as it is i want to believe that there is a fairy tale ending in every love story because our kind of story is a sweet taste like heaven. I didn't see you coming..  its like you are a sweet surprise for me that i don't want to go. When i think of you i can see the future. Though we are distant from each other never did u let me feel alone since the time you decided to stick with me. Our way of relationship is the best one that I have held up to. Its friendship that is set on fire. Always remember I'm looking forward to the day that we will get to see each other. Wait and we will get there. 

cheerful gardeners.. that make my soul blossoms 💐💞♥

FRIENDS ..... Are the best things God made and gave me after my parents. True friends are even the greatest because they are always around even in the midst of your darkest days. They never leave you and keep a grip of you whenever youre losing a bit of your senses.. haha! But seriously i have little friends but these friends are big huge extragiganticly amazing because theyre one of a kind... the kindest ones i think  and i think they are the prettiest too.😜:-)

 

my freaking firsts @25 💃♥💞💄🎀😍😘

A huge thanks to God for giving me opportunity to do something different. .something new and actually firsts of my ever 25aging years. Hahah!  First is first... at this age i had my first boyfriend😍 which unfortunately didnt worked out so well that we only had to reach just a month then the first break up..💀 ouch! But not that so bad coz ofcourse i had my first kiss..😘.. hahaha at least it tantamounts the little pain i gained from the splitting up. Well, good thing we are still friends now... 😄hehe . A minth after this i wore two piece bikini without cover up on it.. 😜yeah that was too great of me.. im the girl..lol! Awkward at first but yeah im loving it... 😝 then eventually i had my other firsts... like first night out at the bar.. dancing drinking laughing out loud and wasting the time... just loving it! 🐶 i had my first overnight stay at my friends house a couple of miles away from home.. first pedicure... first time my granny and i talked about love thingy😊 well... im so happy and freakingly fulfilled about this... i would love to do more firsts before my 25 yr ends... almost over by October... haha! Im not getting any youner and from now on il gonna focuse on my plans and dreams for the future.. seriously.. time is fleeting and the next thing i know im over 30 and still stuck in this hole of uncertainties.. but nevertheless... im kinda witking on it.. slowly eventually things will fall into its right place.. 💃🏥🏫💒🎡

another great summer 2014.. FUN!

Another bolder sexier more fun under the sun summer had happened. It was indeed a more fierce side of me has escaped for a moment when the fun was on. At last after so many years of being dragged by my friends to try wearing two piece bikini... now finally ive had enough! Haha... it felt great! Haha! Im looking forward for another funfilled summer 2015.. oh yeah!  

 

 

 

 

''the remission''

hey thanx God im back again with blogging

It's been a couple of months ago when i  had my  last post here in my blog and to tell you frankly within those many months i felt lazy over making my mind speak out for a moment and so it's hard to where to begin with on matters to tackle to in my blog but see it's weird though that im here now trying to hit the keys and begin stirring out my mind on the things  i wanted to tell you on my journey for the half year of my life.

if im not mistaken i blogged last November last year and it was quite long before already since now. Well, that's life really missing out some great things because of other reasons. Totally missing this out so much so it's heavenly feeling to begin this with,

Last blog i tackled was on my bday celebration.. 24th year on earth.. yeah the heck
It was about the fun,, surprises..party... friends... hopes... wishes... and remarkably the cause of the kind of celebration i had.

After those times ive been quite busy with work,, work and work... 
yeah it's like that but ive never been stressed out since i am always motivated.
off all the things i dont wanna loose in everyday living... being inspired and be pushed with this great energy is something that i dont wanna loose sight of with. It's something that fuels all our plans.. dreams and hopes in the future. Well thank God.. He has always given me the great reason to be always stay positive and happy about life despite of  little things i have. 

gonna keep the keys clicking like it's never getting any dark and  tiring.. :D ALL I LOVE IS BLOGGING

marlzdi 

My b day for a cause.. and for a promise...

Just this October 20, 2012 i already turned 24 years old... an age that's not that bad... and not that too late to enjoy life's blessing for a late bloomer like.

Everything that happened this day was all planned out... like the outreach activity( feeding) for little orphaned kids of a certain child- caring institution and a b day bash for some of my close and good friends here in the city.

For me to celebrate life is more fulfilling if it's to be shared with people who need to feel of being loved, cared for and be entertained just to give joy in their hearts and smiles in their  faces.

I chose to give this special time with the little abandoned kids because i feel sorry for them... i feel sad knowing that their hearts always left a big hole from their harsh and undesirable experiences in the past that greatly affect their present and future lives.

I feel much for them coz i myself experienced too not to be with my parents at the early years of my life... when their love, care and support is supposedly very crucial in my development as a whole being...

though reality hurts still i didn't regret much of this failure... things happen for a reason... for the best reason it may serve.. and that reason for quite a long time I've been blinded of... now i understand... why it should have to be... and I thank God for enlightening me after all those years...

Now, this sense of understanding pave the way for me to be self giving in service and in whatever i have as a blessing... coz once in my life i don't have much... i cry, weep and complain but He rescues me and let me understand.

I thank all my friends who share their time with me and the kids... it was though short but it brings and marks a lot of good memories that once we make children smile :D